Prison without bars By:Thomas Peterson

You lie in bed,
you tremble and sweat.
It's your very existence
you've come to regret.

You knew the result,
you knew the stakes;
every joint hurts,
your whole body aches.

Your breathing is heavy,
you're coughing and weazing,
your stomach's in a knot
and you feel like you're freezing.

You feel like you're dyeing,
your whole body is sore.
One thing is for sure:
You're a prisoner of war.

Your emotions run high,
the fear is so real.
You don't have enough strength,
not even to cry.

You have no money,
to cure this fit.
You have nothing to trade,
for just one more hit.

You need it so bad,
as you pray for another.
You'd do whatever it takes,
you'd even sell your mother.

It's taken control
over your useless life.
It plays many roles,
at times, it's even your wife.

It has no conscience,
it knows no ends.
It's made you give up on your family,
and turn your back on your friends.

It's the best friend
you've ever known.
It made you believe lies,
that your never alone.

The love left your heart,
there's no life in your eyes,
you lay here trembling,
this is your very own demise.

You made it an oath,
to always be true.
You're hopelessly addicted
to what it does for you.
**************
So, here you are,
lying in bed,
dope had deserted you,
and left you for dead.

Your mind is aching,
you're seeing stars,
you're now held captive
in a prison without bars.

The saddest part is,
you know it won't end.
The very next day,
you'll do it again.

Come hail or snow,
sunshine or rain,
you'll find yourself once again
putting a hole in your vein.

With each new hit,death comes on slow,
but the human part of you,
died long ago.

you used to get off on it,
it was such a blast;
but with every hit now,
you pray it's your last.

Your habit is hungry,
and it wants to be fed;
lying in agony,
you wish you were dead.

You were foretold in the future,
but you didn't heed it,
now, all you can do is wonder,
'where's death when I need it?'

Cool...

You said that you loved me,
That I was the one for you.

You promised to stay forever,
Not a single word was true.

You dragged my feelings on the ground,
Ripped my soul apart.

You killed all my happiness,
And stabbed me through the heart.

Now all that's left is pain,
The agony in my soul.

I can't believe you lied to me,
Youre just a tool
That you thought using me was cool...

Gone....

Blood ran down the blade
as my life began to fade
Lick it clean
Go on dont be mean
Bent backwars and rolled my eyes
smiled for a couple of times
and blinked twice....
Then I was gone....

Snap out of it...! KP

You hold me..
And I gripp back...
Hopelessly in "Love" I cant see
How to get in the right track
I cry myself to sleep when you through things in my face
what a disgrace
i cant seem to let you go
when I know your a womanizer and a damn hore!
I SHOULD say "Get out! I dont need you anymore!!"
But somehow i still hold on
We're a perfect example of Eminem's song
"I love the way you lie"
Because we can't seem to say goodbye...

^^^^^^This is what how i see you ^^^^^^
SNAP OUT OF IT!

Dedicated to "KP"

I thought we would be friends
til the ends
of time...
I thought you would be there
to comfort me
and pull back my hair
and wipe away every tear...
I thought I finally found a friend in you
who would be there and pull me through
all the Bull life would throw
But doesnt matter what I do
You still hurt, and it breaks my heart into a million pieces
and i look up to the sky and ask Jesus
why does he allow this?
You hurt.. and i do too...
Get it through your head
I want your heart beating...not lieing on the ground dead
I cant watch you cry anymore
stand up and leave HIM alone..
Your worth more than gold
for sure..
clean those tears because I'll forever be your #1 Girl...
=]

25 to life ~~~~ Eminem

Too late
For the other side
Caught in a chase
25 to life


Too late
For the other side
Caught in a chase
25 to life


Too late
I can't keep chasing it
Caught in a chase
25 to life


I don't think she understands
The sacrifices that I made
Maybe if this bitch had acted right
I would have stayed
But I've already wasted over half my life
I would have laid down and died for you
I longer cry for you
No more pain
Bitch you took me for granted
Took my heart and ran it straight into the planet
Into the dirt
I can no longer stand it
Now my respect I demand it
Imma take control of this relationship
Command it
And I'm gonna be the boss of you now goddammit
And what I mean is that
I'm will no longer let you control me
So you better hear me out
This much you owe me
I gave up my life for you
Totally devoted to you
Why I've stayed
Faithful all the way
This is how I fucking get repaid?


Look at how I dress
Fucking baggy sweats
Go to work a mess
Always in a rush to get back to you
I ain't heard you yet
Not even once say you appreciate me
I deserve respect
I've done my best to give you
Nothing less then perfectness
And I know that if I end this
I'll no longer have nothing left
But you keep treating me like a staircase
It's time to fucking step
And I wont be coming back
So don't hold your fucking breath
You know what you've done
No need to go in depth
I told you you'd be sorry
If I fucking left
I laughed while you wept
How's it feel now?
Yeah funny ain't it
You neglected me
Did me a favor
Let all my spirit free
You've said
Got a special place for you
In my heart
That I have kept
It's unfortunate but it's


Too late
For the other side
Caught in a chase
25 to life


Too late
For the other side
Caught in a chase
25 to life


I feel like
When I bend over backwards for you
All you do is laugh
Cuz that ain't good enough
You expect me to fold myself in half
Till I snap
Don't think I'm loyal
All I do is rap
How can I moonlight on the side
I have no life outside of that
Don't I give you enough of my time?
You don't think so do you?
Jealous when I spend time with the girls
Why I'm married to you still
Man I don't know
But tonight I'm serving you with papers
I'm divorcing you
Go marry someone else
And make em famous
And take away their freedom
Like you did to me
Treat em like you don't need em
And they ain't worthy of you
Feed em
The same shit that you made me eat
I'm moving on
Forget you
Oh now I'm special
I didn't feel special when I was wit you
All I ever felt was this
Helplessness
Imprisoned by a selfish bitch
Chew me up and spit me out
I fell for this
So many times
It's ridiculous
And still I stick with this
I'm sick of this
But in my sickness
And addiction
Your addictive as they get
Evil as they come
Vindictive as they make em
My friends keep asking me
Why I can't just walk away from
I'm addicted
To the pain, the stress
The drama
I'm drawn to shit
So I guess I'm a mess
Cursed and blessed
But this time imma
Ain't changing my mind
I'm climbing out this abyss
Your screaming as I walk out
That I'll be missed
But when you spoke of people
Who meant the most to you
You left me off your list
Fuck you hip hop
I'm leaving you
My life sentence is served bitch
And it's just


Too late
For the other side
Caught in a chase
25 to life


Too late
For the other side
Caught in a chase
25 to life


Too late
Caught in a chase
25 to life

Your voice is so beautiful
I can listen to it all day
It just sounds so wonderful
I don't know what to say

I feel calm
I feel warm
I even feel your love
As I hear that voice

I wish I could see you now
And hear that elegant voice
To feel your comfort
To feel your ease
Love me now and forever please..
=D